That touch on her arm and how soft Nami's voice get make Tifa feel warm. It's almost like she's embarrassed, but that isn't right. She likes the attention. She just doesn't know what to do with it.
It helps that Nami bites her lip, clearly just as new at this as Tifa is. And then Tifa's eyes go wide at those suggestions. She should have anticipated. She's such an ignorant virgin.
She's nodding though, even as heat creeps into her cheeks. She'd...wondering about this, ever since the virgin auction. She was going to have to cross these bridges and nothing sounded good. But...this does. "Show me? I -- really haven't done anything, ever."
Heart beating like crazy, she steps a half-step closer, ghosting her fingers in Nami's hair like the last time they...experimented. "I've thought about you a lot. I hope that's okay. I don't want to pressure you into anything, or make you hang back with someone who doesn't know what they're doing."
She feels the tightness in her throat as she says it, the sting in her eyes. She's asking Nami to reject her now, if she's going to, and it's so hard to make herself vulnerable like that. Yes or no. Good enough or not. But...she needs to know, if they're going to go forward, that Nami wants to. That Nami wants to with her. Otherwise, this isn't how she wants to do this.
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Date: 2024-02-07 01:34 am (UTC)It helps that Nami bites her lip, clearly just as new at this as Tifa is. And then Tifa's eyes go wide at those suggestions. She should have anticipated. She's such an ignorant virgin.
She's nodding though, even as heat creeps into her cheeks. She'd...wondering about this, ever since the virgin auction. She was going to have to cross these bridges and nothing sounded good. But...this does. "Show me? I -- really haven't done anything, ever."
Heart beating like crazy, she steps a half-step closer, ghosting her fingers in Nami's hair like the last time they...experimented. "I've thought about you a lot. I hope that's okay. I don't want to pressure you into anything, or make you hang back with someone who doesn't know what they're doing."
She feels the tightness in her throat as she says it, the sting in her eyes. She's asking Nami to reject her now, if she's going to, and it's so hard to make herself vulnerable like that. Yes or no. Good enough or not. But...she needs to know, if they're going to go forward, that Nami wants to. That Nami wants to with her. Otherwise, this isn't how she wants to do this.